Monday, July 7, 2008

Double.

The truth is that
I lie to myself.

That I work hard
in my laziness.

That I try to find the beauty
in ugliness.

That there is shallowness
in my depths,
and my stupidity
is well thought out.

That I am surrounded by people
because I am lonely.

That I looked for you
in them.

That everyday
I surrender
give up
want to die
but have to fight
and be brave
as I am too afraid
of The End.

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